I sent this to you on your birthday but decided today that I should keep it.
Happy Birthday Glenn since you are turning 18 here are 18 things I admire about you.
1. You always try to make me feel better when I’m sad.
2.When I see you smile I get butterflies even when it’s not because of me //like at the movies you started laughing (I dont remember why) and I had the worst tingley feeling in my stomach.//
3.You’ve changed how I view the world //before I met you I never placed any sort of credence in coincidences but then I realized coincidences are all life is//
4. You like my puns (to some degree)
5.You are sometimes just as curious about me as I am about you.
6. Even when you are too busy to talk, just reading over our old conversations make me happy. // early this morning I woke up from a nightmare and so I read our conversations from the past week and was able to go back to sleep//
7. You make me understand the meanings of songs better. //before I started talking to you I hadn’t had a lot of experience telling people how I feel about them or all the feelings that come with it since then you’ve made me feel things I’ve never felt.//
8. You understand me…or at least try to (I know how difficult that can be)
9. You make my daydreams seem possible just for a second. (even though I know just how impossible they are) //Side note: How would you feel about black overalls?//
10. You are the only person that can break my heart and make me so happy at the same time.
11.(eleven is my favorite doctor so it’s going to be my favorite thing about you) Your eyes are so beautiful. Not because of their deep color but how I feel when looking them. //As if my soal could curl up in their warmth and stay there forever.//
12. We have more in common than I suspected we would.
13.You are almost as geeky as I am. Well I don’t know. I think that we are just as geeky as one another but I think I’m a bit of a different breed of geek.
14. Falling asleep is so easy when I’m thinking about you and staying awake is so much easier when I’m talking to you.
15. Sometimes I don’t know what the perfect response is to a message is until you respond with something that makes me really happy or makes me laugh.
16. I trust you. //I know you might not
think that is a big deal but it is there isn’t anybody that I trust more than you…I mean I’ve placed my heart at your feet and you’ve had every oppertunity it completely crush it and yet you haven’t (Not completely anyway)
17. You make me feel good about my most embarrassing thoughts.
18. Words can’t begin to describe how wonderful I find you.//I truly think that you are the closest thing to perfection that has touched the earth.//