I barely talk to you anymore. Maybe because it’s too hard. Because you always mention his name. Don’t you know? It hurts so much. I know you are dating him so you are going to talk about him. But you’ve said it yourself you don’t really like him.
I sit next to you and we don’t talk about hardly anything. I try to keep you from bringing him up by saying things like, “you won’t believe what happened! ” and quickly thinking of something that has happened in the past day. I don’t want you to think you can’t tell me things. You should know that you can but, sometimes it hurts.
You’ve had feelings for me before. You say dating him is a good distraction. How is that fair?! I know we can’t be together, and that difficult things do happen. But I am here for you. You don’t have to do that. You say that you won’t go out with him. But you’ve been saying that.
I’ll see you in a few hours…
~Your best friend